Yo, I actually made a blog article. On my own website.

Writing While Worrying

Right now, I am following a feeling.

I am searching for something.

I started writing a blog post, then I stopped because I no longer believed in it.

The premise no longer rang true.

Originally, I wrote the article as a distraction.

It’s my way of self-care.

It was supposed to be about brainwashing yourself for success, or something like that.

However, I said in the blog post, you can be brainwashed by parents, bullies, and society.

And that’s when I had to stop.

Normally, I just go on YouTube instead of writing my own content.

YouTube used to feel alive.

Now it feels sterile.

I don’t know if it's the AI slop or SEO.

Whatever it is, my algorithm ain’t working like it used to.

Damn…

Right now, I’ve got a YouTube video playing in the background.

Watching someone talk crap for 10 minutes which reminds me

I need to go back to first principles, because…

Why overcomplicate things

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